I went to see the 10:15 showing of The Passion last night. I didn't want to act like I had not and just keep blogging about other things that are less important (understatement).

I am still dealing with a lot of it...But there are two things that God has definitely help me to discern so far. 1.) Arrogance..."Who do I think I am to feel unhappy about any"circumstance" in my life,or to go so far as to complain,get angry feeling like I have been somehow been mistreated. I don't have to even deal with persecution for Christ's sake(even then we should praise God for being counted worthy of suffering for Him). 2.) "Love one another as I have loved you"...Of all the things in my life this is what I am most ashamed of...Not loving. I even dislike some people. How ? I have been loved beyond reason, I take and take and take His love,and give so little of it out. How selfish,and short sighted...I apologize to all who read this and have been hurt by my action or inaction in the past,please forgive me and help me by "bearing with me". I need to see it again and again anytime I try to lift myself up over anyone one else and do not think them better than me.